OMG_osh ugh i swear i can not stand my freakin mom/ life it all sux ass!... ugh okay liste to this... all i did was walk outside the movies and she found out... so my mom being the biggest drama queen ever she turned it into some big ordeal and then she was like i dont know what im gonna do with yu and shit and then she was gonna make me go live with my aunt or something... so that sux ass and then all today i had to work on my freakin land scapeing... it sucked!!! ugh... i swear oh and i have to do it again next weekend too!... wow greeeeat huh?... jake yur coming over and helping me :] hehe. but yeah... i guess me and my mom are friends again_ish and well hmm... i have to do some stuff but i can satill stay... but gosh i swear i just cant stand her sometimes... ugh oh well... also... im never allowed ot go to the movies again unless my sister / mom is sittig next to me or a few rows from me... so i guess all that fun is gone!!!!!!... blah!... by the way... THANK YU SOOOOOO MUCH LIZZY ? CHRISTEN yur advice really worked and since i have been good and doing w.e. madre says everything is pretty much a little bit better... but lizzy i kinda got grounded fro the phone [but not the computer] so this is why im telin yu thru my el jay hopeing yu will be online... but yeah ill tell yu why laterr... :/... but yeah thanx!!!!... anyways thats mostly my life so far... ha... some more drama... i swear i think i have the most dramamtic family ever... gosh... [not really but w.e.] ... kk.thanx.bye
A girl died in 1933 by a homicide murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.
better post it!!!!---SWEET DREAMS!!!
ahh--- i had a nightmare b.c. of her!!! damn yu alina!!!... lol. j.k. i loooove yu!
hello my loves!!! well yeah ive been having a rad summer so far...!!! hope yu guys have too... lol... well i havent got much to say but umm... thanx to the ppl who told that anonymous [small penised]lol.. biatch/ fucker off... yepp... well check out my myspace... http://www.myspace.com/bri_x3 ... k.thanx.bye.
yo, nothing new in my life! well my moms going out of town tomorrow and im goin to the movies on thursday and friday night[secretly]! yeah i guess that'll be fun... :] well i havent got really nething more to say so laterr!
WOW. what a greeeeeeat freakin' day!... ugh this morning i found out about ian... well yeah so much for the whole " i think we have some kind of commitment"... well fuck that! ugh i swear i despise guys who lie and cheat! they all suck! some guys are cool but... so far SOME of the guys are useless! and i dont care w.e. yu think it was ian... it wasn't just some random "hook up" to me!... so w.e. and yu know what... YOU were my huge mistake... at least he can actually be nice and not lie! ugh... i swear if i ever hook up with another fucking lame guy whos an asshole in my life evr again... hit/ slap/ punch me until i get it! B.C. the only like decent guy(s) in my life are my two friedns Andrew [ a.k.a. my brah] and John S.
on the other hand today was rainy and lame! it'll probably be the same way tomorrow... blah... well finally im UN grounded so... cool! kinda?... i might go to the movies tomorrow night so... call me up or leave a comment... laterr!
MORNING- im reeeeally tired... this morning i woke up and i turned over to see what time it was... and it was 3:00 i was like WTF! ugh... so then while i was just laying there trying to go back to sleep i kind was day- dreming/ dreaming... and i was thinking about what had woken me up... but as i was thinking i kinda fell asleep but it was weird b.c. i was awake at the same time... and then i kinda started dreaming/ day- dreaming... when i fell asleep... and i remembered looking at the clock and it said 3:16 ... so then i woke up 10 minutes laterrafter i had rolled off my bed... so i got up and just sat there on my bed and i unconciously still remembered my dream... and it was weird b.c. _______ was sticking a knife into my chest and i could see my blood on my white dress i was wearing and i watched myself sorta die... so i was like umm okay... weird much? but then i heard my little sister cry in her sleep b.c. she was having a nightmare so i went in and woke her up and she was crying half asleep... so i took her to my room so she wouldnt wake everyone up and held her until she fell asleep... so then i kinda tried to go to sleep again but it kept me up wondering and thinking why in the world i dreamed that... it was really strange ... anyways i dont think _______ would ever even do that...? so then somewhere around 6:00_ish i fell asleep but then my mom came in and woke me and McKenzie up at 6:45... blah and i couldn go back to sleep so that kinda sux too!
TODAY- i have absoloutly nothing to do today soi was thining ... why dont i ride my bike so much until my legs like hurt... so today i thik i ride my bike somewhere just for the hell of it...? maybe not i d k?
TOMORROW- ugh tomorrow [ lucky me ] i get to go to my moms office where some computer lady is going to teach me how to do this thing for making checks and doing taxes and billing... [ lame ]... but thankfully i get to escape that at 2:00 b.c. theres this run-way modeling thing me and my sister Brooklyne get to do at the mall or something for Charolette Russe { s/p? } and then i get V.I.P. for some premeier movie for Hillary Duff... fun fun?
Yo, im rally bored! like everybody is going on vacation and it sux! blah! well one of my B.F.F.L. Ally B. invited me to go to the keys with her for a week with her! hellz yes i wana go... and ha. my mom said she actually might let me too! :]! that would be so awesome!... but i really miss everybody!... and it sux b.c. everybody is leaving me!... johns going to europe... amanda is going on a vacation... jimmys gone ... so basically it sux... but im gonna hang out with everybody else b.c. im like dieing not seeing everybody!
On the other hand... my mom just got back from the Bahamas like reeeeeeaaly early this morning... so i cant really talk on the phone and be online alot all the time now... but im gonna try to... yeah and last night at like 9:00 me my sister and this guy [ who can drive ] named blake went to rutenburgh (s/p) tennis courts and played some tennis it was alot of fun too! ha. im getting better ! lol... im gonna try and go play tennis everyday now... b.c. i have nohting better to do... lol... so if yu wana come play with us call me up or just comment i guess... but OMFG my freakin phone is being lame and isnt working on me and we dont know wtf is wrong with it! ugh... its pissing me off! but yeah it better fix itself be4 i throw it into the wall! haha! but ugh... summer sux so far...
hello loves! it keeps on raining ... :[ and its supposed to be this miserable all week ... ehh! well... my love life is starting to turn around... i like this [ kid ] and i think he likes me too.. at least john and tanner agree with me that he might! so thats awesome! but jimmy moved away yesterday... and now everybodE seems to be sad or depressed! but im sure every1 will be fine soon! :]! while my moms gone... im going to sneak out of the house ...i d k how... but i will! i have to! its killing me ...being stuck in my freakin house! so yeah i might go ride my bike to some1s house.?. That reminds me... IM GOING TO HANG OUT WITH YU ANDREW BEFORE YU LEAVE! love ya brah! <3 oh and tanners my other brah now too! :]- dan they're both older than me too! lol! ugh... hit me up... u kno the number ! :] later days!
F I N A L L Y.. my mom has left for the bahamas im like so freakin happy... im going to have the house to myself for like... 1 week!...(yes)!i am so totally going to go places! and my madre will never know! :]
Nthing really new here... just drama drama drama... were not even in school... and its still going on... gosh! well last night i watched white chicks... haha. its hilarious! wow... but besides that my night was pretty l a m e.
Gosh i miss everyone like so much... j.w. is anyone going to Chelsea Deroses party?... if you are tell me b.c. my moms letting me go. but yeah im deffinitely going to throw a party at my beach house in july... i cant wait!
gosh... i already miss everybody! im deffinitely going to set a goal to do something with everybody i know this summer... haha. well my mom is leaveing like all wweek so i might invite some people over while shes gone.. or else go places! :]... haha and my mom stil thinks that the only thing ive done yet is get my first kiss! ha. w.e. well.. yeah and then on top of that my moms got this beach house for july so im gonna have a bunch of people come down there and hang ( haha julia... we'll find some hottEs to make out with there!lol) my goal is to make out ... 100 times... ill do it :]! but anyways...
THURSDAY- last day of school :[ im gonna miss everybody... especially the 8th graders but... after i got home i threw something nice on b/c it was freakin HOT outside... then i rode my ass all the way down to Haleys house... me, alina, haley, sarah, bethany, KC, mel, mels B/F, and jhn and tanne rwere there... alot of ppl! it was pretty cool... especially when JOhn and Haley pushed me in the river with my Hollister jeans on! ahh! oh and my shirt was white so... that was great!... then we all tried to swim out to this tower thing and it sudden got like 2 feet deeper when we were almost there and i choked on a buch of water... eww! and then on top of that... my legs like started to die and ached.. and i was in the water wimming back to haleys house when it happened too... gosh that hurt so freakin much... the funny thing is ... that my mom and my little sister had the same thing happen to them that night... weird huh?... but anyways then like my mom couldn't drive home becaus someting was wrong with her legs too.. and shecouldn't come get me from haleys so i spent the night which was lots of fun... so then tanner and john came back that morning (after me, haley and alina were done danceing to songs on the radio... haha that was great!)... then we all hung out doing nothing... and then i was going to go to TCBY with tanner and john... but i decided not to go b/c i didnt want to spoil their fun... so then i came home and went swimming( in my pool ) lol!
FRIDAY- nothing happened
SATURDAY- i went to go babysit this little girl ariel and i babysat my lil sister too... omFgosh... they kept on trying to go in the ocean where the boats were going by... ugh... it freaked me out.. so then their mom like all day kept walking around and running off... and i didnt know where the fuck she went for like 5 hours.. so it was pretty annoying... gosh! oh and now im like sunburnt... its so lame!
TODAY- me and my lil sister are going to go with my G-rents to go do stuff?.. i d k what but i suppose it will be gay probably...
well.. thats all i have to say so laterr!
oh and any one who wants to do something with me this summer... comment or else im me online!
hello my loves... dude... i like rally wana make_out during summEr... :] i cant wait... haha. and my mom might unground me... i so unbelieveably happE! well i have nothing else to say so.. later!
Romantic or Horndog: it depends... on the momentum
Smart or Stupid: smart
Fat or Skinny: eww.. not fat!
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:skinny and muscular... big boys scare me!
Punk or Preppy: preppy (surfers and skaters do apply)
The Big Picture or the Little Things: both <3
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: i dont rally care for anything
Mixtape or Burned CD: burned cd
Love or Lust: both <3/:]
Emotional or Just Not: a guy who can relate... or understand...
Sincere or Jokester: both
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: hott but sweet
Sexy or Just "cute": sexy
Arse or Abs: both (oh yes) :]
Hair or Hands: hair
Dimples or Eyes: eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs: biceps
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) : teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy: clean shaven
Rugged or Prim and Proper:mix (both)
Countryboy or Cityboy: city boy
Date alone or With Friends : it depends
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: haha... rebel mostly.. but momas boy wit the rents :]
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: no
Loved a guy because he stalked you: no
Loved a guy because he hated you: maybe
Asked your friend's crush out: 1. i dont ask out guys and 2. umm NO duhh! their my best friends crushes... firls dont do that shit!
Lead a guy on for kicks: hellz yes!
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: i never will ask a guy out
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: i never have and i never will... ( its CHEATING :[ </3)
Lied about not having a boyfriend: no never... ide brag about it :]
Lied about having one: yes... to some guys i dont like whom like me (eek)
Cheated: NEVER have NEVER will! :]
Been Cheated on: yes </3
Had a crush on a gay guy: ewwww NO
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?: DEFFINITELY
Briefs?: eww
Hat?: hells yeah... they make guys look sexy!
Skater Shoes?: only tha best!
Pimp Shoes?: sure
Band Shirts?: perhaps
Vintage shirts?:
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: ehh... no
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: maybe?
Independent/DC?: Yes
Skavenger/UGP?: no
Fox/Thor?: wtf are those brands?
Jeans or Shorts?: Shorts ( surfer/skater look :] )
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?: no... i only date guys if i like them
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: no... im already at a fine status
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: uhhh NO...
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? yes
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: no... im a virgin
Do looks matter?: yes
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: if im in love ... yes
Does size matter?: not rally
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: haha... deffinitely
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: umm... my friends aren't ugly
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): woah . wait. why am i supposed to be ashamed?
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: if i like them yes.. B/F... NEVER
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: again... im virgin...
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: yes ... HONESTY
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re you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: sometimes
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: HELLZ NO
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: i mean it...
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: umm yes... who doesn't
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: i already have... :]
yeah todays my birthday... thanx to every1 who wished me a happy birthday... love yas... but whats rally sad is that my own mom didnt even say it... and my older sister forgot... and then my lil sister (when i told her) was like no yur grounded and made this big scene... great fam huh?... oh and on top of that my mom just left to take my lil sister out to din-din... on my birthday and when we got in a figth b/c i sat down and all she wanted to do was yell at me and tell me how bad i was when i didnt even do anything... resulting in a 1 hour lecture and i almost got grounded an extra month b/c she got so mad.... oh and my mom decided to leave me home and take my lil sister out to dinner..just to make me mad!... well she wont have to worry im deffinitely gonna remember her birtday or ne other holiday... i swear if i could i would like run away... and stay away forever... but of course ide have to go directly to....my dad ... and then ... welll that would be even more hell 4 me... so yeah... as soon as i turn 18 im out of this house... and im moveing away... ugh! thank you andrew for getting me a birthday present that was soo awesome and i really appreciated it!... also illy... amanda... brynn... john... andrew... max... trina... thank yu for remembering... :]
well im gonna go run 5 miles to get out all my anger... laterr
here it is_ okay... what you do is take somebodys hand and close and and that person can not open it until they touch the opposite sexes ass!(greeeeaaat isnt it!) well i made new rules to it... if you get your hand closed... ONCE- then you must touch the oppostite sexes ass... TWICE- you must kiss the person whos ass you touched from b4... or else you can grab their ass THREE TIMES- you must make-out with the person whos ass you touched the first time... FOUR TIMES- well your choice! :]-enjoy!
well... yeah besides that... im kinda bored!... two days til my b-day... w.e. i dont rally care any more... well i have a new lover... most people already know... :]! but yeah ... im hopeing this one doesnt get around... b/c i will kill any one who tells! lol! well nothing important happeneded today(actually yes someting did happen but ill keep that unknown)... gosh secrets, secrets, secrets... i love it! yeah well i have to go... so laterrr!
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crushed
stressed
indescribable
crazy
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drained
bouncy
mischievous
calm
busy
horny
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